I'm learning to building a new life for myself, a better life for myself, after a devastating divorce. I realize now that being abandoned as a child created a distorted notion of a loving relationship. Ultimately I was attracted to the familiar indifference of my youth and found myself caring for someone who could never love me, or anyone. Now after almost 15 years of marriage I have a second chance at life. But the divorce and resurfacing childhood emotions have left me with low self-esteem, 50 pounds over weight and emotionally exhausted.
On top of it all, I am the sole parent of two little boys.
Yet, I am determined to come out of this on top. This is the story of my long journey back to me.
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